Wednesday, December 16, 2009

No Response from C what a Surprise

Yeah I know like what I surprise.  Since she hasn’t removed me from the event, I’m guessing she just has my mail forwarded to trash.  At least I have the pleasure of knowing that I RSVP’ed and having people not know who I am and asking “hey where is that guy we don’t know who RSVP’ed?”  Sometimes its the simple pleasures in life that keep you going.  At one point I thought about seducing her sister, cause she has a big phobia that her sister is better than her.  I do wonder what C told her sister when they talked about the message I sent.  These past several past weeks have shown how a guy that just sleeps with women for sex and lies to them just to get it… is born.  I still don’t know if I’m there or not.  I’m different to say the least.  I still want the girl of my dreams, but I’m going to be way more careful from now on.  I guess there were warning signs to her unstable nature, but even though I felt something was off; I didn’t listen.  I took almost 6 years to come close to say “I love you”, and it will most likely be another 6.  It would be funny to know where I’d be in 6 years.  My allergies are starting up again….

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