Well I had planned to buy myself a bluray burner for Christmas and maybe the Chuck season 1 bluray box… but thats not going to happen. Basically I have to give what little money I have to mom, ironically so she can buy me a present and pay some other bills, cause she didn’t keep track of what she was spending this month. I had planned to pay the cable and internet, but that will get pushed back a month, of course that means I’ll have a 100 less next month. Plus I have a doctors deductible to fullfill in January so I’ll basically have nothing left over in January either. I thought money might be tight and maybe thought that I’d have like $40 to spend on my self maybe for some Makezine kits or just something so I don’t feel like a complete loser. Yeah I’m back to hating Christmas and wanting it just to end. So I’ll be missing out again, plus the whole caroling thing is rapidly approaching; which that serves as another reminder of why I hate this time of year. Its not like its the first time life has been crap, the only thing I’ve even eaten today is a family size bag of steam corn. So I’m hungry and there’s no food, plus the little tradition I use to have of buying myself something is of course blown out of the water. This is why writing is so difficult for me, you can’t think about writing when you’re poor and hungry.
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