College Over and Out

I’m listening to Phantom Planet “California”, just thought you should know.  I use to be so addicted to the song when “The OC” was on, but like most people I stopped watching after some point.  My stomach feels weird today even though I haven’t eaten anything, wait scratch that… I had Mrs. Fields Chocolate Chip Cookies for breakfast (food of the gods).  I checked the college bylaws about my situation and they don’t look good.  With the medication I’m on I would be lucky to do a half ass job and even then I would have a 66% of getting kicked out.  Plus the other option isn’t good enough to secure my future.  For me college never quite worked out, it was always that thing that had something get in my way of completing it.  Even thought I’ve had lots of crap happen to me, I still wouldn’t change my past.  Back when I was 18 I was a hopeless idiot (but a smart idiot), I didn’t have dreams and could only think about settling in and getting an average job and having an average life.  Since then I’ve had more weirdness and excitement than most people have in their whole lives.  Sure it’s been rough, but its never been boring; I can do things that most people can only dream of.  I’m the hacker the you see in the movies that could rob a bank and retire on some quiet island.  I don’t because I’ve got morals and a pretty big conscience.  I doubt the rest of my life will be anything close to normal.  Maybe I don’t ever find a girl that I can tell all of my adventures to out of fear she wouldn’t believe me if I did, but these past several years have made me a better person inside and out.