Emails

I really wish I could post all of the emails that I’m talking about, but that of course reveal who I am… maybe one day when I’m sure certain people have forgotten about me.  Well, apparently some have already; but I just want to be safe about it.  When we first started sending emails to each other, I told C that I was listening to “Bad Romance” from Lady Gaga.  She said wow, that’s not romantic at all.  I responded that I love the chorus and her voice in that song.  Ironically, that’s how it turned out to be a very bad romance.  I forget what stage of dealing with loss that I’m currently in, although I will say that I’ve been mood jumping all day.  On the brightside I’ve written more for this blog than I’ve written in weeks.  I actually think C’s sister didn’t block me, but I remember that C had her sisters password and even looked something up for her one time when we were on the phone.  I think her sister generally felt sorry for me.  I will say her sister was pretty hot and the fact that she loved Doctor Who, only made her way more attractive.  It’s a rare thing to find a woman into Doctor Who here in the States.  The ironic part is that I know at least her sister went to the Baltimore Con a few weeks ago.  I almost went to that same con, cause someone I was talking to was planning on going.  Yeah I think my grim reaper costume, that I use in case of a “need of costume emergency” has just had it.  I need to upgrade, but to what?  I was thinking of a Doctor Who costume.  I was planning on doing the 5th doctor, because as that short put it, “not many people can pull off a vegetable” (in reference to the celery stick he wore on his blazer).