An Email to C

I sent C an email telling her there were no hard feelings.  I told her that I would have sent her a message on Facebook, but she blocked me, so I emailed her.  I told her that I was okay and that I understood her situation, but if she could remove me of the invite thing so I don’t get anymore automated messages.  Even though I got treated so bad, part of me would even take her back; that’s just a sign of how emotional damaged I am… see I told you.  I actually doubt that she’ll get it, she probably has my mail automatically forwarded to spam or the trash folder.  She even blocked me on the im messenger, so it wouldn’t surprise me.  I feel like I’m not making much sense right now, just ranting on.  I told her about her dumping me like that and the whole carolling thing, was just another nail in the coffin for why I’m not much for Christmas (hey I should at least get one shot in… she loves Christmas).  I think its going to be a long time before I open up to someone like that again and never again will I be so open like that so quickly.  I think I’ll have a glass of Whiskey.