Happiness

I’m not expecting a response cause I believe her past relationships and what the guys were like is testimony to the fact that we couldn’t work.  I lost myself when T left me and I plunged into that deep dark hole and I never thought I would recover.  Maybe I’m afraid of that happening again, hell maybe I really do love C and this in the short time we’ve talked.  Life is short and she deserves a guy that has everything she wants and that’s not me.