Class Tomorrow

I’ve got class tomorrow and the fact that I’ve been sick for the past month has made that quite difficult.  I guess I could call the muscle spasm a lucky break, it’s given me time to regroup and decide how to fix the mess that is school.  To be honest surviving this long has surprised me, so I’m sure I’ll figure a way out of the problem.  I saw the doc and got pills (2 types of pain killers along with a muscle relaxer).  So I’ve been high all afternoon, but considering the pain I’d be in otherwise; I’ve decided just to say that I’m breaking even.  I had taco bell for lunch and bought a bunch of those caramel apple things and my god are they just wonderful.  I always tend to buy quite a lot and have a few for breakfast with coffee (taco bell should have coffee and a latin breakfast menu).  I’m sort of back into my “hobby” whether I want to or not.  I promised myself that I would try and have a normal life and just try to be average.  I got another notice from the person who wants me dead and it looks like my hobby is the fastest way out of dodge.  Thankfully I’ve got a skill set that isn’t something you can learn in school and makes me pretty rare.  I know I’m vague about what I do and what I use to do, but some things are better left unsaid.  I’ve got serious pain again, I just took my pills and they were due about 3 hours ago… so yeah pain is hell.  As for Thanksgiving is it’s status quo as usual (yes, I’ll be very vague about that).  I’ve got a lot to do on this break to catch up to school.  When I get back I’m going to have to lie through my teeth (I’m a very good liar), to fix the school situation and resume where I should be.  My absence has at least kept me away from R, so that’s been another good thing about coming close to death.  I will say now that I can be more honest and spill my guts on this blog, I’ve felt like this huge weight come off of my shoulders.  You know I have the “Back to The Future” trilogy, which I bought at Best Buy, but still exists in the original shrink wrap.  I should watch it it’s been so long since I’ve seen it and I’ve never seen it in widescreen.  These last couple of sentences took an hour between pauses because I almost had someone looking over my shoulder… couldn’t exactly explain why I’m using the name “Preston Ponders”.  Alliteration is a powerful thing, but for not explaining why you have an alias.

 

Now to an ode to one of my favorite guilty pleasures… Gossip Girl.

 

You know you love me,

xoxo… Preston Ponders