The End of C

So this girl I’ve been chatting online with, I actually thought it would end several days ago; but I have a feeling it will now.  She told me about the guys she normally dates and let’s say I don’t really fill the requirements and I prefer to leave it at that.  So I sent her what some people might call an ultimatum letter, I told her that I basically don’t want to be her regret because she settled.  I pretended that I was okay with it and that she should move on and find a guy she's more compatible with; honestly I’m heart broken, but “C’est La Vie”.  Until I fix the problems that hang over my head I’m never going to be happy like I want to be.  I wrote the letter after we finished chatting last night and I spent all day thinking about it.  I think that I was maybe starting to fall for her, she was pretty damn perfect.  Although, she deserves not to settle and find a guy that has everything she wants, for now that’s not me.  If there ever was a time for a drink… it’s now.