I hide myself. Honestly, I want a relationship so bad, but I know I can’t. Some part of me keeps thinking that if I write out like several times, I might become more okay dealing with what I have to do. I’m suppose to be working this holiday and I’ve got a ton of paperwork; plus several side projects that I’ve been delaying for about as long as I could have. After all of my posts yesterday I started thinking about how much I want to have someone in my life (a woman), and then I started watching Chuck again. I just feel so close to the character of Sarah Walker, she has her work that engulfs her life and she isn’t allowed to have a personal life. I just felt a kinship that made me feel better, I know the show is fiction, but it’s nice to know Hollywood is looking to non typical characters, so that people feel like they have a connection with the people on the show. I started to think about how long it would take before I could start having a normal life again… one year minimum. I had counted just a few years ago that 3 to 4 years was most likely, but if I really worked hard… I could retire in a year. If anyone reads this thank god that you don’t have a life like me, if you do I understand. One thing life has taught me is that there’s always someone out there who’s got it as the same as you.
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