Checked my Email Again

I checked it again.  Part of me wants some miracle to happen and for everything to be okay.  The fact is if it was meant to be, there would be something like a response back telling my crazy and stupid I am for thinking like this.  I guess my gut instinct was right and she couldn’t over look my flaws.  I think what hurts is that she thought I was awesome and talking with her last night convinced her of that.  It convinced me that it wouldn’t work.  I had this fear before I sent the email that I wouldn’t get a response and it appears to have been confirmed.  When it comes to love it’s better to minimize the pain when you know that you're going to get hurt.  Hey Mr. Whiskey bottle, you say you’ll never leave me… aww thank you Mr. Whiskey Bottle.  This is why I stay off of the market, you can’t get hurt if you don’t play.