Monday, February 1, 2010

You Wouldn’t Believe

I guess the going and back forth is weird… it is for me.  I don’t know what me and R are… at minimum were friends.  We just spent like 12 hours texting each other back and forth.  When we text it’s pretty normal for it to go this long.  I think we’re somewhere between friends and having a formal relationship. It’s complicated.  Also she use to have “In a relationship” on her facebook page, which she said was cause people ask her if she's single the whole time.  I know.   It could be that she's ready for a relationship with someone… just not me.  It’ll hurt if she doesn’t want a relationship with me.  Having her as a friend is nice and I don’t want to think about us not being friends.  Okay, I know I won’t take it well if she starts dating some guy that's not me.  “I’m there for you”, cryptic okay not in the obvious sense, but doesn’t it mean more.  It was a good conversation we had, the question is that will there be more.

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